HA&L magazine issue fourteen.2

Review: Charlie C. Petch • by J.B. Stone • 2

 

Book Review: Charlie C. Petch's Why I Was Late


by J.B. Stone



            In Part III, the consequences of a relenting patriarchy show their stripes on more personal levels in “The Saddest Country Song You Ever Wrote.” Petch opens up the wounds of their own past, in this powerful, yet heartbreaking depiction of mourning, even mourning for those who’ve hurt them.

     “On the way to your memorial

     I threw away the pieces of wall
     you hit instead of me

     The crowbar I kept under the bed
     was in the trunk
     and I was breathing louder
     than you would have liked

     We were a love poem once” (74)

        Even in death, the trauma of abuse makes its presence felt, the lingering phantom of someone else’s heinous actions. There are more examples through Petch’s work showing the many ways the ghosts of a patriarchal past still haunt in the present. A poem in particular from part IV, “Forward & Reverse,” seemingly written after the misogynistic terrorist attack via a sadistic man-child in a rented van. A tragic incident that happened in Toronto, only a few years ago, and considered one of the deadliest vehicle-ramming attacks in the Canadian History:

               “I was afraid to walk faster
               than the man ahead of me
               of the men who spilled from
               bars to pat my dog
               afraid for her when she
               didn’t want their hands
               clawing” (83)

        Petch’s accounts reflect the ramparts of a national tragedy, all caused by a man who saw love more as a forced thrusting, than a moment of growth. In Petch’s second stanza, there are small glimpses of these red flags, but vital glimpses, nonetheless. For, they show how expanded the level of violence that still flows like blood in the select groups of unchanged men. The incelious aggression of certain men who are unloved for all the right reasons.

        Why I Was Late is a literary clinic in carefully balancing the accounts of survival without exploiting one’s story, let alone the story of others. In the aftermath of tragedy, Petch’s use of dark wit, and poetic admission, delivers a brave reveal that many in confrontation would rather leave a curtain closed to.
 

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